Mistake
My decision to remain in Utah was a huge mistake. I could be living with my parents practically rent-free while I put my life back together, but instead I chose to be stubborn, and now I’m living somewhere hell and gone from my shitty job with no transportation, I slept on the floor of the empty house I used to share with Jill last night because I had no ride at one o’clock to get my ass “home”, I have no real friends and I have no idea what the fuck I’m going to do.
I hate every aspect of this, and I spent my entire night at my shitty job last night thinking about swift and economical ways of just fucking ending all of this.
I need somebody to rescue me from this bullshit, because I am fundamentally incapable of doing it myself.
I have failed at every important life decision I’ve ever made.
